reminds me of the story Glen Brenner (Old DC Sports Dude, deceased, ex pitcher).
He said he was down at AAA, pitching and control was always an issue with his skillset. Anyway, he walks the first 3 batters.
Manager comes out and says, "Just throw Strikes".
Glen said something about dang it, is that all I have to do, why didnt you come out here sooner, and kept me from loading the bases. But, you know what. If I could throw strikes, I would be up at the big club and not listening to your sorry ass.
He said, he did get a suspension for that outburst and he deserved it.
He said, people under estimate how pitching is more mental than anything at times.